I have suffered from an eating discorder since i was 13 and have been hospitalised three times.
My lowest weight was 5st 7lbs this year when i was in hospital which is a bmi of 12.42 and my highest has been 24.8 which was 11st just before i developed an eating discoder at 13. I am currently 5"3. At the moment i am 8st 13lbs so bmi is 20.19. I am quite disgusted at this and i want to drop atleat 2.5 st in three months.
Recently i have lost control and am turning to tumblr, as a way to record my weight, and to followers to keep me motivated.
For the next three months i am going to eat between 0-350 calories a day and will add two pictures (front on and side) every day to show you progress.
Please help me you beautiful follwers. Follow and give me asks or encoruagment, i know you know how i feel.
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Hey all im back! Im sorry its been so long. made a beautiful new discovery- Laxatives.
wantstobereal-deactivated201111 asked: You look amazing. I'm sad you want to eat only 0-350 calories per day but its your body. I hope you survive this and start to love yourself in the way you are <3
Aw thank you thats really sweet x x x
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Morning!
Got up, cant really think straight anymore due to lack fo food but this determination is driving me through it.
Going to have a cigarette and some black coffee
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Hello
hello my beautiful followers
im sorry its been so long
finding it hard to write this, so fucking weak. no food for two and a half days, stil going strong though.
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Anonymous asked: HELP ME ! i honestly just eat my friends whole kitchen wtf do i do now i feel like fucken fat ass and ik im going to gain like 100 pounds cause of this now what do i do ?
Tell me about it i so know this problem, but hey i got over it!
I avoid being in my friends kitchens mainly, but when that isnt possibly every time i go to eat food i just think in my head “nothing tastes as good as skinny feels” and i take a few seconds to look on the back of the packet of food, see how horribly hiugh the calorie intake is, think well may be nice now but tomorrow morning on the scales? not so nice!
Also if you have this problem on your own at home, chew your food and spit it out, i go through SO much chocoate doing that, Chocolate is my weak spot, but i never ever swallow, i chew untill its all mushy and kinda gross, absorb the taste and spit it out!
xxxxxx
(hope that was a little help, good luck!)
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